Monday, December 13, 2004

Where did you go?

Have you ever had someone in your life just change? Personality, etc.,? I have someone that I used to be really close to, someone I could call about anything, someone I could talk to, share thoughts with etc., and then it all changed. Calls stopped, gossip wasn't gossiped (sp?), and generally, there was a feeling of just - a relationship ending.

I don't know what changed. I know I didn't, I don't think so anyway. I am now at the stage where I am questionning everything I have said or done to see if maybe unintentionally I did something. But I checked, and no, I didn't.

So what now? I think to myself, "whats the point of bothering?" but I hate giving up on people. It's hard work but everyone is worth some effort, and at least that way I know I tried my best.

So to the person I am talking about, if you know who you are - and you read this? Take some time, think about how you are with me, and if there is something I've done, tell me. If not, then either the relationship has to end or we fix it. One way or the other, coz I'm getting depressed and I'm working my arse off for you.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm not anonymous, I'm Anne at and I just wanted to say "been there, done that" but as the one who stopped phoning/gossiping etc as I was ill with depression. Is your friend ok? Maybe it's not you (hope it isn't), maybe she needs you to be her friend right now, even if she can't respond...just a thought